Hair Woes

I REALLY WANT A HAIR CUT. BUT CUT TO WHAT?

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Ok so i just updated about how my Friday and Saturday went back on my old journal.

Pheeee

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I am so grumpy right now, and the following post is gonna be filled with all sorts of random outburst and unnecessary rants. The sight of the pretty little cup cake made me a little happier. And, if you can bake me that, I swear I’ll love you forever. Mega sompah.

And so as usual, Mr Chong exclaims, ‘You may start on your worksheet!’
But no, I am not starting on it, not now, not later, never. His worksheets irks me, immensely.

It doesn’t help when I had a bad train experience today. It made me hate those * more than ever. Like seriously. Why are they even here? Why are they even alive? They ought to be shot, for the sake of all mankind, for a better world.

Msn is having a major bitch fit, perpetually refusing to sign me in. Why are you doing this to me? Haven’t I been treating you well enough, Msn? Sorry, I am so tired. So tired that I am starting to lose my sanity, so tired that I am starting to talk to msn, an inanimate object. Something that I can’t even touch with my hands. I need some kisses to keep me alive.

Quite a bit of drama has been going around since Saturday night, and I am sucked into it without even being there. It’s getting quite flattering actually, but I chose to pretend that I am not the least bit affected. But there’s no point in pretending anymore because you read this.

I am still waiting for my poem.

Christo said that my aggressiveness is building up. Vinnodh calls me a fighter. Hmm?

Scurvy scrawny just left me for the toilet. I miss you already. I hope you throw up in the toilet. It will make you feel better, fo-shure. Don’t fall ill pleasezo! Or else, the rest of the week would be just so afjsh!eudgkop. :/

Oh, I just realised I missed my class BBQ during the holidays. How dope.

Addendum: I am craving for Jap food now. I need Jap food now. My all time favourtie unagi, salmon,cha soba and so much more! Omg. Please kill me.

G-mo Pangs II

It’s 5:42am right now and I just got off the phone with Steve. We talked for like, almost 4 and a half hours? Urg, I am not supposed to feel upset because I had a really enjoyable night at Clarke Quay merely 4 hours ago. What is wrong with my frigging head? I am feeling so so confused right now and my heart is scrunched up, and I think it’s causing my bile juice to churn. It’s not scientifically correct but who cares?

Relationship sucks. Be it a platonic friendship, bestfriendship of boygirlship. Fuck it man, seriously.

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Shut the fuck up dad. Seriously. And grandmere’s being such a bitch.

Sunday

The picture above clearly describes what a good breakfast should look like. I like eggs. I like it more when the yolk isn’t fully done. I like salmon. Be it smoked, fried, sashimi, whatever. I like the vinaigrette (that’s how you spell it right?) dressing for the salad. I like sour stuff. I liked the cranberries and the almond bits that was added to the salad. I liked how my breakfast tasted today.

Met up with Yvonee this morning before heading to church for a breakfast at the airport. It was nice talking to her about our own respective schools and the many eye-candies we spotted. (Or rather she spotted. I don’t even have a handful. I think I have just one, ok maybe two) Glad to know that she’s coping fine in school with a heck lot of funny friends with funny names. We have lots of unfinished activities that we wanted to do before school started. Don’t let school get in the way yea? See you soon.

Sol is finally going to start on the 13th of May. It has been a long long break. I can’t wait.

I am sure tomorrow is going to be another dreary weary day. I can feel it in my fingers. Cognitive sucks, beeeg time. Senseless questions, demanding faci. Wth. And I am still sick, down with the frikkin’ flu. Monday blues, please prove me otherwise.

Dizzy

I took away the previous post on the silly quizzes that associated me with nothing but laughter. Reason being, it spoils the whole outlook of my little journal. I couldn’t find a way to beautify it, so I just took it down and saved it in a corner.

I felt so sick the whole day. I felt as if my heart was in my head, pounding non-stop. Sore throat made me croaked little in class cause I didn’t really open my mouth to speak the whole time when I was in class. I was just downing lots and lots of water in a futile attempt to make my throat feel a tad better. I didn’t have any mood to do any work. And it doesn’t help at all when my school blasts the air-con as if it’s free of charge. Everyday feels like a mini winter. There can never be a hot moment when I am school because the whole place in infested with cold air. The only time that I didn’t feel that I was sick was during the lunch with Lester, Ikhlas and Steve.

One out of the only two consolations I have for myself this week is that I got another A for my computing/mathematical module and I didn’t screw up my communication module that badly. At least I got a decent B. You won’t know how much these daily grades mean to me, it really sweetened the bitter deal a whole lot.

The plan of going to the floor ball try outs after school was foiled due to certain unforeseen circumstances and suddenly everyone in the secksi gang had plans. Ironically, I didn’t want to head home straight after school because it was a Friday night. (I should be abandoning all plans and head home to sleep cause that’s what all sick people do) So I called up a couple of friends but one was really broke and the other already had plans.

I was contemplating whether to call nette or not because I just met up with her on Thursday. But I am so glad I did. I am not one for mushy stuff, but I really would like to say a mega thank you to my mega cool twinnie from Brian Molko’s megaphone. I had a great time with you consecutively for 2 days. Shop shop shop non-stop. I spent my entire fortune in a short span of two days. Oh whatever, May’s coming in like 3 days time? It was nice ending the week with you, bitch. Let’s see what will happen on Monday.

I feel like having muffins right now. My throat is definitely not up for it, but my mind is. Ahh, this sucks. I think I seriously need to get some rest right now. It’s 2 minutes to 2am. My head is starting to spin, and the stupid panadol doesn’t seem to help much. Bless me people. :/

Ulcers

It’s almost three in the morning and I am feeling extremely annoyed and irritated right now due to the fact that I have this fat ulcer lying at the right corner of my lip. It seriously sucks to be me at this time. It hurts like hell whenever something brushes past it and when my mouth is closed I can feel the ulcer. I can’t even eat anything without feeling any pain. I’ve been drinking a heck lot of water in an attempt to make myself feel better and to wet my frigging dry and chapped lips causing my tummy to be so damn bloated.

But drinking water doesn’t seem to help much. It makes the ulcer and lips hurt even more. I just wanted to release some tension here. Having an ulcer is as good as having pms for me. Woe to you ulcers of the world. I hate ulcers so damn much.

Orientation Part II & III

Orientation programme was basically a major failure, especially the last part that was supposedly the best part. The so called concert was more of annoying than entertaining and to make matters worse, the field was so fucking flooded with muddy water after the rain and caused my chucks to turn brown in just 5 steps. I had muddy water seeping in through the holes (the holes were for the laces) of my shoes causing my black socks to turn brown too. After washing, there’s still evident slight brown stains on my chucks.

The only thing that didn’t made me regret turning up for this whole orientation was the nice people that I met from my course during these two days. It makes me want to skip year one and go straight to year two. I hope I get them for my class in semester two.

School’s starting on Monday, and I am seriously dreading it. I don’t know how am I suppose to survive with that bunch of funny people in my class. I know I shouldn’t judge, but whatever, the people in my class seriously is weird and you will never be able to fully comprehend the type of agony that I have to go through for the next semester. I was already on the verge on committing suicide on Wednesday.

I am just glad that at least I am able to hang out with Dawn during those breaks instead of my classmates and I am looking forward to Ben & Jerry’s free cone day at Cathay on Tuesday with Dawn. At this point in time, I can only try to find joy in the little little things around me, and persuade myself that everything’s gonna be alright. It’s just a matter of time.

Right, the whole post is so going towards the teen-angst side and I do not like teen-angst post. Back to the happier stuffs.

The treat\outing from Markerty with Faw. I can’t wait. I haven’t meet up with Faw since forever and as for Markerty, I see him in church every week but it’s been a long time since we hang out! Hurry hurry, I am dying in school even though it hasn’t even started!

And also, I am in a desperate need of a laptop cover. I haven’t found any nice ones and that explains why I am still using the pathetic timberland cloth-y “cover” that I found at home. I don’t know where in the world did that thing come from. It’s just a piece of cloth. So a laptop cover that’s currently on my to-buy-list. If you are a really kind soul and so happen to want to make school a notch better for me, then…You should consider getting me a nice cover. I am not kidding, dead serious.

I feel like eating Carls’ junior right now and have a carrot cake for dessert. :X

It’s been raining non-stop even though the sun is bright and shinning. I don’t know how am I suppose to feel cause my emotions is very much affected by the weather. Oh ok, I got my answer. The rain stopped.

I wish to see you once more.
Just one more time, for you to smile and wave to me again ,
and for you to tell me your name