Heart/Mind

I don’t like how the human mind and the human heart always fail to agree on almost every issue, similarly I don’t like the way faith and logic are always at logger heads with one another. When will all these start believing in the same things together? When will they stop giving us heartaches and headaches altogether?

My emotions have been going on a ride really often these days. It’s all starting to take its toll on me, and I am so tired. I am only seventeen. I don’t think it’s fair for me to have to go through this emotional wreckage day in and day out as if it is part of my daily life. I hate teen-angst post, and I think I am starting to hate this particular one soon.

Despite all that unhappiness brewing in my heart, I am still thankful to God who so conveniently allowed this new friend to enter into my life this year. It’s nice to know that there’s this someone out there who has been through quite a bit of things like you did and the number of “yes yes yes!” you have to exclaim in just one simple conversation because you found so many similarities that you never used to believe you two had. I hope the friendship will continue to flourish with time.

I hope the activities mentioned with my respective friends will come to pass quickly. I am in desperate need to have some fun.

Sat, tur, day

The touch of the languid sticky keyboard against my fingers;
I guess the reason I am here is because I want to exercise my restless fat fingers.

I’ve been home the whole day, and I am glad I am. Sorry for canceling our date at parkway Faw. I was seriously feeling extremely lethargic and frustrated due the weather. It’s so frigging hot and I believe I can cook an egg on my head if I stand under the hot sun for a mere 10 minutes. It is that terrible. I love love love whoever invented air-con, I swear! It’s one of the most amazing invention ever! And if you didn’t know, I was never a sucker for air-conditioners. Most of the times, I am quite satisfied with the fan when I sleep at night.

So now you know how much the stupid weather is getting into me. God, please make wind tomorrow. No rain, but wind wind wind, plenty of wind and nice fluffy clouds to block away all the annoying heat.

I am going out to meet my prnts for dinner right now. Please pray that I won’t melt under the menacing rays of the scary sun.

You’re leaving sg for a holiday, yet I do not know. Bon voyage.

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I am sick, angry and grumpy. Save me, will you?

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I live to eat

Letters of Iwo jima with cousin today. That show was…filled with tons of suicidal Japs like what cousin said. I don’t understand why the soldiers who failed to protect their designated area would rather commit suicide there instead of going over to the other parts of the island to fight together with the rest of the soldiers. I mean it would be better if they had more soldiers to use, no?

Anyway, Smith’s chips are good. Much better than Lays\Ruffles. Try it!

I am officially a penniless ass. I’ve spent almost all my remaining pay on online shopping. I bought 5 tops, a pair of shoes & a pair of shorts in like 6 days. So on average I buy something everyday. I am just going to stay home until I get hired. Or else I can only head out if my dad decides to show some sympathy for his daughter who has no life because she’s so broke and throw me some money. Or by God’s divine intervention I’ll see money flying into my windows on a cold starry night. Wa lao, I am a pathetic shitzxzxzxzxz.

I am having a heck load of food cravings right now so I believe that I am really worn out. Because Yvonee says that you usually have food cravings with you’re tired. I shall list them down one by one. You know why? To make you hungry so that you cannot stick to your diet plans. Noooooooo.

01 Subway’s Italian B.M.T with extra pickles and honey mustard
02 Popiah, from anywhere.
03 Bedok North 85 Bah Chor Mee (I am always craving for bar chor mee)
04 Tom yam ban mian from parkway’s food court
05 Oyster egg at Geylang Lorong 9
06 Fresh oysters from Jack’s place
07 Bee hoon goreng with a sunny side up, from anywhere
08 Salmon caesar salad from Coffee Bean
09 Strawberry shortcake from Bakerzin
10 Caramel Frap from starbucks

Omg food. Cell tomorrow, see you loveliesssssss.

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